I'm sick of being used. Ditched.
People pretending to care about me when in reality... they really don't.
I'm sick of hearing, "I'll always be here for you", but what's with the lack of responses to my texts?
My cries? My calls? The walking right by me while looking the other way?
I'm sick of god damn excuses.
Lies.
Day after day.
I'm sick of all these people that just live off of pushing others around.
They just want to use you in order to get something.
I can't take it anymoreee.
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Favorite Moment of the Day #5
When you're willing to be silly and embarrass yourself in front of everyone with me. :)
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Blinded by Your Love
Dear boyfriend,
Can you believe it? We've been dating for so long now.
It's like we've known eachother forever.
Or at least if feels that way.
It's amazing you know.
You took my everything and I took all you had to give in return.
I tell you my secrets and you except me for who I am.
I love it.
We stay up arguing all night from time to time, but I know when I wake up we'll move on. Forgive eachother, realize it was nothing to obsess over. We're more than a tiny disagreement.
I love you. I really, truely do.
You say you love me back and boy, the way you say it sounds so real.
I believe you, I trust you.
I look forward to the nights when I can fall asleep inside your warm, strong arms.
I look forward to those nights when we're comfortable just sitting in silence playing on our ipods, but deep down we're connecting without saying a word. Our young teenage bodies just gently brushing against eachother. Nothing more.
Please don't ever let me fall because boy,
I don't only love you, but I'm in love with you.
Can you believe it? We've been dating for so long now.
It's like we've known eachother forever.
Or at least if feels that way.
It's amazing you know.
You took my everything and I took all you had to give in return.
I tell you my secrets and you except me for who I am.
I love it.
We stay up arguing all night from time to time, but I know when I wake up we'll move on. Forgive eachother, realize it was nothing to obsess over. We're more than a tiny disagreement.
I love you. I really, truely do.
You say you love me back and boy, the way you say it sounds so real.
I believe you, I trust you.
I look forward to the nights when I can fall asleep inside your warm, strong arms.
I look forward to those nights when we're comfortable just sitting in silence playing on our ipods, but deep down we're connecting without saying a word. Our young teenage bodies just gently brushing against eachother. Nothing more.
Please don't ever let me fall because boy,
I don't only love you, but I'm in love with you.
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Dying inside...
Do you ever just feel... hurt?
Like entirely, down to your soul in pain.
You just wanna break down and cry. Never stop.
Well, that's how I feel right now and I just don't know what to do.
If there's anyone out there listening who feels this way, too... talk to me.
I know it'll get better.
Keep trying.
"Hey, it's gunna be okay... Hey, we're gunna laugh at this one day".
Like entirely, down to your soul in pain.
You just wanna break down and cry. Never stop.
Well, that's how I feel right now and I just don't know what to do.
If there's anyone out there listening who feels this way, too... talk to me.
I know it'll get better.
Keep trying.
"Hey, it's gunna be okay... Hey, we're gunna laugh at this one day".
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Favorite Moment of the Day #3
When you are sitting in statistics class and two kids are having a staring contest that is so intense that it lasts over ten minutes and it looks like they are about to cry.
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Favorite Moment of the Day #2
When I was sitting wanting to cry and you wrapped your arms around me and didn't say a thing cause you knew I wouldn't be able to reply anyways.
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