Favorite Moment of the Day #5

When you're willing to be silly and embarrass yourself in front of everyone with me. :)

Favorite Moment of the Day #4

Falling asleep in your arms while watching Rugrats. :)

Blinded by Your Love

Dear boyfriend,
Can you believe it? We've been dating for so long now.
It's like we've known eachother forever.
Or at least if feels that way.
It's amazing you know.

You took my everything and I took all you had to give in return.
I tell you my secrets and you except me for who I am.
I love it.

We stay up arguing all night from time to time, but I know when I wake up we'll move on. Forgive eachother, realize it was nothing to obsess over. We're more than a tiny disagreement.

I love you. I really, truely do.
You say you love me back and boy, the way you say it sounds so real.
I believe you, I trust you.

I look forward to the nights when I can fall asleep inside your warm, strong arms.
I look forward to those nights when we're comfortable just sitting in silence playing on our ipods, but deep down we're connecting without saying a word. Our young teenage bodies just gently brushing against eachother. Nothing more. 

Please don't ever let me fall because boy,
I don't only love you, but I'm in love with you.

Dying inside...

Do you ever just feel... hurt?
Like entirely, down to your soul in pain.
You just wanna break down and cry. Never stop.

Well, that's how I feel right now and I just don't know what to do.
If there's anyone out there listening who feels this way, too... talk to me.

I know it'll get better.
Keep trying.

"Hey, it's gunna be okay... Hey, we're gunna laugh at this one day".