Why I cry.

I cry because I don't get along with my parents.
I cry because I can't live up to my older siblings.
I cry because I can't reach my parents' and families high expectations.
I cry because I'm stressed.
I cry because I'm losing all my friends.
I cry because it appears my boyfriend doesn't care as much as he used to.
I cry because even when I try in school, I fail.
I cry because my grandma could die any day because the cancer is now undefeatable.
I cry because I get crap everyday for not having a job yet.
I cry because no one is there for me when I need them.
I cry because asking for help doesn't actually get me help.
I cry because I can't find a way to put my reasons for crying into words when I talk to other people.
I cry because I'm so sick of crying every night.

I cry because I'm almost ready to give up.